“People who fly into a rage always make a bad landing.” ~ Will Rogers
I’ll admit that quite a few things in life piss me off (rudeness to waitstaff, bad drivers, close-minded nitwits and racists) and sometimes my rage seems a bit over-the-top based on the situation at hand. I attribute my short fuse to my Sicilian heritage — perhaps it’s the Napoledon in me, or maybe the combination of these two fiery ancestral lines fuel my spicy Italian temper.
This past week, my neurons went neurotic, my synapses snapped, my circuits became a circus. I think this frenzy was mainly from staying so damn busy, I’ve not given myself a true grieving period for mom, and my stress level has been running in the red for a few weeks now. I’m angry that I cannot pick up the phone to call ma to chit chat or bullsh!t like only we could. I’m angry because I want to ask her a question about my childhood, a family recipe, life in the fifties, dish about the latest scandal in the news, or tell her a funny joke I recently heard. I’m angry when that bitter sting of reality SMACKS me, reminding me that those days are gone forever.
So what did I do with all this fire? All I can say is that I’m glad I cannot be arrested for SHAKEN LAPTOP SYNDROME, because that’s exactly what I took by rage out on. Yes, my beautiful brand new laptop is royally screwed, and yes, I am the f’in idiot who screwed it! (A temper tantrum! um…how old am I?) Great, I’m at the top of my own SH!T LIST!
Side Note: Blessed computer gurus are going to try to put Humpty back together again, so I think I’d better turn my statue of Bill Gates upside down for luck.
Wanna hear something even more bizarre? This is not a unique occurrence! While searching the web for a photo to use for this post, I came across several forums with many other crazy people (like me) asking the question “what happens when I punch my laptop?”, or “I just fisted the crap out of my keyboard, will my computer ever work again?” WOW.
(Angry Italian Lesson: You can all go f!ck yourselves = Andate tutti a vaffanculo!)
Happy this disturbing week has come to a close, I’m slowly forgiving myself for my psycho behavior, taking some time to reflect and figure out alternate ways to vent without destroying my favorite inanimate objects.
Which leads me to ask — what was YOUR craziest moment of rage? (or feel free to share a few things that piss YOU off).
Take a deep breath, say OMMMMMMMMMMMM and head to the home page here: www.MadnessMomandMe.com